I wanted you to know that despite everything that happened and all the miles between us right now, I still think about the way it was in the beginning. Sometimes I try to talk to you but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't but inside of me there are words waiting to come out and especially how much I want you but those words may forever stay in my heart. Sometimes I wonder if there are words inside your heart too.. but I'll never know.